Pollux and Castor have never really been the brightest of stars, have they? I think Vega is brighter, Procyon is definitely brighter than them, but I think I like Pollux and Castor that way. They’re apart of a well-known constellation, and maybe I’m being a bit biased, but I like them the way they are.
I don’t really know why I’m rambling on. ww Maybe I’m trying to distract myself from the paranoia, anxiety, worry that’s clouding my mind right now. I can’t stop thinking, and if I try to sort out these thoughts, they end up nothing more than white noise, distorted by the constant blur of other thoughts that try to squeeze their way in. I’m shaking right now, but I don’t know if that’s from the cold or my anxiety.
E fyhd du nih yfyo, dryd tacena ec knufehk cdnuhkan ajano tyo. E fyhd du tecybbayn du lmuca socamv uvv ykyeh, du cdnahkdrah socamv, du syga cina hu uha lyh pnayg tufh draca fymmc. Ryja drao ajan paah ib cehla Stassia yht E pnuga ib? E tuh’d drehg cu…ed’c geht uv clyno.
Ec ed camvecr uv sa du fuhtan fru fuimt secc sa ev E tecybbayn, un fru femm secc sa frah dra desa lusac dryd E lyh’d pa ynuiht eh macc dryh y suhdr? Ed ec. E’s paehk camvecr, E’ja ymfyoc paah camvecr.
I’m impossibly torn between wanting to be alone and grasping on…
Hu. E ryja du mad ku. E haat du pa ugyo ykyeh. E haat du luhdehia crehehk mega Pollux yht Castor, cruf so mekrd ajah frah E’s hud dra pnekrdacd uv cdync.
I need to be free.
